Since I'm stuck here with two huge ice packs on my knees, I have been forced to sit and , thusly, am force to dwell on the constant revolving thoughts in my head.
For those of you who don't know me well, I have lead a somewhat interesting life over the course of the year. I have been all along the southeast coast in a car. From Texas to New Orleans on my way to Florida , Vegas and back. I've been high, low, near deaths door sick, alone, loved and on cloud 9. I've learned a lot but the most IMPORTANT lesson that I've learned only took 3 days, 300 miles in a car and a few conversations.
The important lesson is this: "true friendships"
I'm not perfect, I'm human and I've made plenty of mistakes. One of my mistakes has been looking for someone to lean on when I'm falling. When I fell, I noticed some posts were gone ,some fragile and some sturdy. The most eye opening part was when I realized the posts that were the most sturdy for me to lean on weren't the one's I expected to be there and vice versa for the posts that were gone.
So what does this mean for me in the future? This has literally brought my perspective in sync . My faith and reality are finally in line. Even though it took a few bad experiences, a breakup, some very awkward conversations and a trip home, I finally feel mike myself again.
Disaster forces a better model of what was destroyed.
Even though I lost a lot and went through hell, the experience and lesson were priceless. Its beyond going to the AVNs in Vegas , meeting Ron Jeremy, having dinner with Dave Navarro , all while sick with H1N1. Its past smoking cigars in New Orleans and the beaches in Florida .
It's about it finding myself
Consider myself found and looking forward to the next lesson.
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